I am still sitting here. Thinking the same things.
I am going to disappear for a week soon. The only person who will have
a clue is my Mom cause i am going to drop Layla off at her house with
some food and a leash. I am not going to tell you where I am going. I
dont know yet, but i am going to take my laptop, my ipod, a car charger
for my phone and my ipod, a bottle of peroxide for emergencies, some
book that I have never read about a subject I know nothing about, maybe
my acoustic guitar depending on space, the entire CHD so i can listen
to anything I want, my Cigarette Lighter to 2 wall plug ins thing so i
can hook it up, some pictures, my phone (for emergencies only - there will be no calls), a camera, lots of gatorade, as much money as i can scrape together, pictures, mementos, tiny socks, and all of my emotional baggage. And I
guess after all that, we will see what I come back with.
I made a mix for Stefani and sent it to her using UPS (mainly cause i
like the new commercials). BUT ... I decided that I like the mix as a
whole. It is not too obscure. It is friendly. It is kinda
uplifting...kinda not. But i like it. If you dont...you dont. But i put
it on my server...
and if you right-click HERE and save it, then you can have the mix.
School? What?
You know why I hate Praise and Worship music? The lyrics. They are really dumbed down. I mean it. They are like maybe a
total of 15 words. Repeated. And I just think.....
have you ever heard an Anathallo song?
Cause they are really trying to supply the spiritual lyrics. And THAT
is why I would rather hear "Solid Water" than anything ....
ever.....ever.
There is a ridiculous amount that I do not say on this blog. I don't tell my friends anything. I dont really confide in anyone. All I want is a massage. There is also a
ridiculous amount going on. More than I have ever had going on in my
life. It has always been about things with me. And now it is things
with me and things with family and things with friends - too much. I frown upon self pity.
This is my dog, Layla. She has been amazing. She cuddles with me and i like it. I love her. She might disappear with me. Look how she crosses her paws!
Brian and Christi are getting married. I will soon need a place to live. Where do I want to go? I am not sure if it will be local or not. I absolutely love this area with all my heart. I think it is great, but there is a lot here to just leave behind.
I love my Mom more than I ever thought I could possibly love her. She is perfect.
My niece is pretty perfect too.
So......what the hell am i supposed to do? 
