I am going to disappear for a week soon. The only person who will have a clue is my Mom cause i am going to drop Layla off at her house with some food and a leash. I am not going to tell you where I am going. I dont know yet, but i am going to take my laptop, my ipod, a car charger for my phone and my ipod, a bottle of peroxide for emergencies, some book that I have never read about a subject I know nothing about, maybe my acoustic guitar depending on space, the entire CHD so i can listen to anything I want, my Cigarette Lighter to 2 wall plug ins thing so i can hook it up, some pictures, my phone (for emergencies only - there will be no calls), a camera, lots of gatorade, as much money as i can scrape together, pictures, mementos, tiny socks, and all of my emotional baggage. And I guess after all that, we will see what I come back with.

I made a mix for Stefani and sent it to her using UPS (mainly cause i like the new commercials). BUT ... I decided that I like the mix as a whole. It is not too obscure. It is friendly. It is kinda uplifting...kinda not. But i like it. If you dont...you dont. But i put it on my server...and if you right-click HERE and save it, then you can have the mix.


You know why I hate Praise and Worship music? The lyrics. They are really dumbed down. I mean it. They are like maybe a total of 15 words. Repeated. And I just think.....have you ever heard an Anathallo song? Cause they are really trying to supply the spiritual lyrics. And THAT is why I would rather hear "Solid Water" than anything .... ever.....ever.

There is a ridiculous amount that I do not say on this blog. I don't tell my friends anything. I dont really confide in anyone. All I want is a massage. There is also a ridiculous amount going on. More than I have ever had going on in my life. It has always been about things with me. And now it is things with me and things with family and things with friends - too much. I frown upon self pity.

So......what the hell am i supposed to do?